2014년 11월 7일 금요일

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http://seongkn.blog.me/60188754733

http://blog.naver.com/hamptontown/130181200861

2014년 10월 26일 일요일

부작용1

선생님을 본지 3분만 지나면 일주일째.
나는 일주일쨰 약을 두번밖에 손대지않았다.
결국 사단이 난듯하다.
어지럽고 휘청거리며 정신을 잃을것같다. 그럼으로써 숨은가빠지고
죽을거같다. 차라리 죽는게 편할꺼같다.
금단현상인걸까.
몸에서 아우성이다. 어서빨리 하얀약을달라고.
약을먹고 결국 분홍약에 손을대고 말았다.
반조각이지만 어쨌든 먹은건먹은거다.
아직도 마음이 진정되지 못한다. 이기분을 달래기위해 뭐라도해야할거같아
이시간이 어서빨리 지나갔음해서 나는 게임을 설치했다.
중고등학교때 많이하던 게임이다.
선생님은 일주일에 몇번이라도 뭔가에 뭘두할수있는 일이있다면 좋으거라고 하셨다.

2014년 2월 23일 일요일

아오

아오 옆방 성가노래 씨발
방언 씨발
밤잠 설쳐서 또 못자네 씨발년

2014년 2월 12일 수요일

씨발년

재수없는년
오만한년
교만한년
못생긴년
우울하년
도둑년
망할년

2014년 2월 5일 수요일

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희망을 사고파는 행위는 역사적으로 오래됬다. 사람마다 성격도 생김새도 다르듯이 누군가 ㄱ가지고있는 희망이란 꽤 추상적이기때문에 다양하고 흥미로운 희망을 사고파는 행위가 세계곳곳에서 발갼된다.
어떤이에게 희망은곧 디쟈이어 가된다.
아니 어쩌면 이 디쟈이너는 희망과뗄레야뗄수없는걸지도 모른다.
음이있음 양이있고  햋빛이있음 그늘이. 마이너스가있음 플러스가. 남성이있음 여성이있듯이 사람에게 충족되지못한것이있으면 그걸 채우기위해 욕망이생긴다. 욕망은곧 희망이되는 사례가있다.
네덜란드의 튤립가격이 그렇하고 메이커브랜드가 특히나 아시아에서 비싼값을 받는것도 그러하다. 최신유행하는 트렌드에 ㅂ복종하는 관중들이그러하다. 

2014년 1월 29일 수요일

This

This country really driving me crazy
Hate this country hate myself
Everything is so slow
even Bank. worst Bank in the world I sure it.
Stollen my mobile oneday
So lonely  to live
Racism


But somehow there are good things
someone return to wallet to me
and good quality of food in the supermarket.
and I luv bubble tea


wallet

I lost wallet and some British old men returned to me 4 days later.
I gave him chocolate and now I really hate myself
I am super silly in the world
so I am superman


Rei Harakami & Great 3 - Oh Baby Plus

2014년 1월 14일 화요일

to my body

please allow me to fell a sleep as soon as possible.
I need to sleep before go to workshop. I promised to meet some class mate to get some coins!
Thanks people. I can't miss this chance.
so plz. my body~
let me sleep. I am full. and feel good because I listen to Indian music.
everything is perfect. don't u think? but I know it the life is very weird. It I wnt something. It run away and after I forget it comes to me. that't why I'm worrying. what if I fell a sleep at the workshop? even I talking to people and walk around? horrible

what's wrong with u ?

I had exercise in this morning. After that I started starving when I arrive at home.
so I  cooked rice , dinsume and took out seaweed from my treasure drawer. I took one spoon rice and then I feel my stomach is full already!
I do not want to have them anymore.
Well This time is more suitable to having a coco pop I knew it. but
I promised myself that do not take junk food and unhealthy food anymore.
I will get illness. my weak body. so hate it.
I want cocopop ! but I can't!
because I know myself. I will eat them up in 3 hours.

negative depression person

1_
My counceller in my country. She is moving to other hospital because her resident is over.
I didn't say anything and ask about her information to contact in the future. even she said that  want u to see me in the future.
I don't know why but She gave me the wing and I thought it's time to fly myself.
I met her 2011 October. That time was full of sadness. My crying seems never stop. I prefered to fell a sleep to forget my sadness. and so I slept more than 20 hours a day.
Thank u very much professional. u r so beautiful and kind in this world.

2_
I took one lexapro, and half insomnia phills. but my body doesnt seems like feel anything to go to sleep.
What should I do?
just wait and think about my project or resaerch.
I have headache after hearing about something from sharehouse mate. she saud u looks so peaceful even u r in yr.3
Thank u so much u gave me serious headache and insomnia gift tonight~

3_
I want friend
I do not want friend

I want to talk
I do not want to talk

I want to die

4_
What am I doing for the future?
stay at London such a hell?
go back to my country and stay at luxury mantion with wearing high price one-piece?

Who going to stay at the hell?
But I want to stay at the Hell like London.
The reason?
Just one thing.

I can do alone whatever I want.
I can have dinner alone and go shopping alone and study alone
and walk alone








concept

1_
Nowdays, I more thinking of hope.
Because that is my main theme this yr.
At first time, I felt bad. all I need was death.
I want to die one hundred of times a day.
But nowdays, I want to die only 5 times a week.

2_
Many people think I am lazy.
But I know I don't have any talent for design. I do my best for research and anlayse and then design.

3_
I ordered more than 11 books related to jewellery design.
contemporary design, metal design, art design, model drawing,,, etc.

4_
I got much clear idea for my concept. I finally got my admire for design something. It is my first time during 3 yrs.


나는

너는 나의 좋은 친구였다.



왜일까 지금은 너를 만나는게 괴롭다.


그런생각하는 내가 괴롭다.

우리 거리를 두자. 10년친구. 나의 소중한 10년친구.

ㄴㅁ

바보같다.
그사람도 나도 바보같다.
그사람도 나도 포기하고 대충넘기고 바보같다.
바라는건 그렇게 대단한게 아니다.
단지 매일 건강하게 살고 때로는 내일이 오는거에 두근두근하고
때론 누구를 생각하며 설레이고
단지 그것뿐인데
나는 바보같다.